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| User: | lostangelumbra (349899) "Some people are just born with tragedy in their blood"
"I have a darkness which frightens lovers away" |
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| Name: | Siobhan | ||
| Location: | Garden City, Michigan, United States | ||
| Birthdate: | 1981-09-19 | ||
| Bio: |  I started this journal the day after my 20th birthday (9/19/2001) I am healing from a lot of past problems, floundering under some new ones, and am trying to be the best mother I can be. I have decided to attempt to live a different kind of life then what I have had before, and that has come with a lot of different life choices. Some might be permenant, others might be stages. I am not sure yet, but I am having fun learning who I am now. I have trust issues, hence the "friend's only" nature of my journal. I have a hard time letting people inside of "me", and because of a recent situation with one of my two best friends, more reasons to not let anyone in. So if you want to deal with someone who is pretty shattered, drop me a line, and you might be more than welcome....staindglasstears@hotmail.com    What rating is your journal?  Strongly Cautioned. Some material in your journal may be inappropriate to younger or close-minded people. This signifies that your journal is probobly inappropriate for pre-teens. people should be especially careful about adding you because they could possibly be offended. Rough or persistent violent talk is absent; sexually-oriented nudity is generally absent; some talk of drug use may be present from time to time in your journal; You may find a fair amount of sex talk here. Take this quiz!  Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code   "The human heart refuses to believe in a universe without a purpose." Immanuel Kant "if i break is there somewhere i can be whole again is there a safe haven somewhere to heal from the assisted self-inflicted pain from my failures because something's dying down inside of me can't shake this...this feeling" Stavesacre~ An Eclipsing “Anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness. It's a lot easier to be angry at someone that it is to tell them you're hurt.” Tom Gates “Sadness is always the legacy of the past; regrets are pains of the memory” unknown “It's easy to cry when you realize that everyone you love will reject you or die.” Chuck Palahniuk “To make yourself something less than you can be - that too is a form of suicide” Benjamin Lichtenberg “Anything, anything would be better than this agony of mind, this creeping pain that gnaws and fumbles and caresses one and never hurts quite enough” Jean-Paul Sartre "I slipped away further from you trying to find what is real, You’re somebody else that I never knew, and someone that I can’t feel. I shut it away I keep it in me. Is this what it takes to keep me alive? So you take me and you break me, and you see I’m falling apart. Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far; there’s no other feeling" Falling Apart~ TRUST Company "You won't cry for my absence, I know You forgot me long ago Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Isn’t someone missing me? Even though I’m the sacrifice You won't try for me, not now Though I’d die to know you loved me I’m all alone Isn’t someone missing me? Please, please forgive me But I won’t be home again I know what you do to yourself I breathe deep and cry out Isn’t something missing" Evanesence~ Missing | ||
| Memories:: | 26 entries | ||
| Pictures: | over 20 public | ||
| Interests: | 146: 19th century literature, 30 seconds to mars, 80’s movies, a perfect circle, aim, angel, angels, ani defranco, anias, anime, art, baking, batman beyond, beading, ben cross, beth orton, boris vallejo, bram strokers dracula, breaking benjamin, broken saints, buffy, candles, celtic mythology, children, children of dune, classic literature, computers, cooking, counting crows, crystal therapy, cultural studies, dar williams, david bowie, douglas adams, downloading, dragons, drawing, dreamcatchers, drew hayes, duncan sheik, dune, dvd movies, edgar allen poe, education, egyptian mythology, exploring new sexual experiences, fairies, family guy, fantasy art, frank herbert, futuramma, gilmore girls, goo goo dolls, greak mythology, gus gus, harry potter, highlander, history, interesting stickers, interior design, invader zim, j.r.r. tolkein, johnny depp, kansas, kim richey, l.j. smith, labrynth, lain, lamb, legend, lexx, literary criticism and theory, live music, m.c.escher, magic: the gathering, magnetic poetry, majandra delfino, making jewelry, maynard james keenan, meeting new people, movies, music, mythology, nature, neil gaiman, new experiences, new ideas and concepts, orson scott card, painting, people watching, photography, picnicing, playing my flute, playing with my son, plumb, poison elves, polyamory, posters, quatum leap, quizes, quotes, reading, religion studies, renaissance festivals, roswell, rpg’s, sailor moon, satin, seether, sewing, sex, shadowscapes.com, shel silverstein, siddhartha, sliders, smallville, smile empty soul, some kind of wonderful, soul searching, stabbing westward, stavesacre, stereofuse, sunsets, swimming, sylvia plath, t.v. shows, tara maclean, tarot readings, tattoo's, the alan parsons project, the cure, the dark crystal, the phage, the sandman graphic series, tim burton, tool, torrid, traveling, type o negative, unicorns, urban legends, vampire hunter d, vampires, vnv nation, world of warcraft, writing | ||
| Schools: | University of Michigan - Dearborn, MI (2001 - present) | ||
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| Mutual Friends: | 53: _timmmay_, aimlvsed1900, back2reality, borghalrantipol, bryna_pixie, c_into_infinity, cedgein, crushedglass, dracula_is_gay, dreamcatcher4u, dregory, dubael, duchess_webb, duck1123, eternalmaiden, evileast_13, firelyte42, foyada, gedankenspahne, gen_adrianfii, gothicfae, griffonisrex, grifter23, gunslinger316, hairymonster, indianalvr, jariket, jaxygyrlie, lochoko, mckavian, methuss, missierae, mistressxenobia, mizpiggy, modrid, mrguard, pitytears, pixels_of_light, rbradakis, rnnyllednic, saddisticpixie, sheryl67, shiftingshadows, simplystellar, sonicalpha, sprtwrid, theotherbastard, threnodythefop, toby_james, tsakherkuum, ursus_salacis, xxstarlitskyxx, zoethe | ||
| Also Friend of: | 4: bunkertor, kronkltd.net, psychic_guide, steamferret | ||
| Member of: | 37: alternative_bbw, bad_sex, bdsm_connection, bdsm_poly, bi_angel, compersion, dark_agenda, darkpaganism, detroitcityclub, dot_poly_snark, eroticpoetry, eroticvisions, erotillectuals, faeriecharm, fem_submissives, gothic_curves, hexlibris, immortalsinner, kinky_curves, magic_tg, mono_poly, nekkidbbw, new_subs_n_doms, paidmembers, parent_drama, poisonelves, poly4life, polyamorous, polyamory, polypagans, polyrelations, polysecondaries, quotes, rainy__day, sexmusic, sextips, vocally_arousin | ||
| Account type: | Plus Account | ||
